戒様、お誕生日おめでとうございます。ちゃんと パーティーを祝いで下さいね。
～（　＾▽＾）∠※☆ おめでとうでチュ～

Last week I paid a commission fee for my little doggy. I don't know what I should name him yet, I have to visit him soon, but before I must finish my seminar papers.

I hate to do this work, but I've never been good at writing, above all logical or theoretical papers. So what?! Another 4 days of pain and stress, and then I'm gonna party for a long time. *laughs*

Kisses
（*＾・＾）ＣＨＵ～☆

I battled myself, bit myself, scratched myself and the result is as following: I'm writing in my journal after how long has it been *thinking* saa... ^-^" quite a long time, I see.

What happened during these days? Ehm, nothing much. Gazette's album DIM has been released, my cousin got pregnant. She's now in her 13th week. XD I wish you the best, honey. *cuddle*
Janvari and I travelled to Japan for three weeks and went to Gaze's final. Got back, passed our exams. So, there are only two more seminars and my studies are finished, then I'm an ABD. *laughs* ...can't wait for it. That's gonna be great and frightening. >_<"""

Don't know what to do after wards, but anyway there's still time left. Must not think of it now. ^^ I really hope I'm ready for that big step.

I want to buy a little doggy, but I've got doubts, if it's the right time to do such a thing. I want to travel to Japan as soon as possible. I want so save more money for myself. There are many "wants", but I don't know... my strength of making a decision fades away like a vampire, who wants to play in the broad daylight.

Let's see what time brings.

麗ちゃんお誕生日をおめでとうございます！
ちゃんとうパーティーをしようよね。たくさんmoet&chandonがプレセントをもらうと思います。(≧∇≦)

Now I'm sitting here at work. I got the night shift. My friend Janvari's doing her homework for tomorrow.

What else to say? There's nothing happening at all, it's like a sinister calm before the storm.

Ah, one thing happened. My cousin messaged me, that she'll be moving to Vienna in August and staying for a few months. （＾▽＾喜）

れいたくん、お誕生日をおめでとうございます！ちゃんとパーティーをしようよね。(=^v^=)

まだまだ夜業をやらなきゃー(-_-;)　おいおい　もう追っ付けにバイトを終わるでしょう。後２時間半。
(;＞ω＜)/　　　　ひぃ～

すごく風が吹くけど、まだまだ雨とか氷雨が降らない。(^^)d　グッド

じゃね、
cat_chan

何かてさあ、今日は本当に最悪だよ。シクシク
今日の宿題はやばえーでしたが、気分も悪いし、バイトでお客さんもそんなに親切ではなかった。
泣きたいよー。・°°・(>_<)・°°・。　　　　えーん
ネムイ(Ｔ～Ｔ)

今日は日本の旅行についてもっと早いアライバル部長を聞いてみたけど、「だめだ！」と答えた事があった。メンドクサイよもー。(-_-#)　イライラ

風邪が引いちゃった。(X_x)　死亡　土曜日は死にそうだったけど、まだまだ元気になりそうわよ。ネムイネムイ！！まぶしい考えよ。

チュウチュウ、
cat_chan

あー、もう仕事が何かつまらないモンだよ。ネムイぜ。

今日HERESYのブログを呼んでおりまして、久しぶりやあ～。♪ d(⌒o⌒)b♪　うれすぃ～～♪
本当に変わったね。ガゼットのメンバーの皆さんは本当に多作的でしょう。
音楽のプロデュースしても、ブログのエントリーもするよ。よく頑張ってるねえ～。(^-^)v　ブィ！

もう一時半ですう～　(=^-^=)　家に帰って来て嬉しい～～♪

チュウチュウ、
cat_chan ^-^

When was the last time I wrote in my journal *asksherself*

Oh my god, time's passing so fast and I hate it. Really I can't stand this, why does it have to be this fast and always hurrying (;￢_￢)　じ～っ
...then everything gets blurry and everyone will be forgotten. During the weekend I was at my Grandmother's house and I felt nothing at, it's strange, maybe it's getting normal, who knows. After her death I nearly felt this loss physically every time entering her home. It was painful, you've gotta imagine, you don't feel the warmth or at least the feeling of being at home, only entering a house and nothing more. (-_-#)ピクッ
There was a time I was wandering through the house up and down sniffing on my Granny's stuff just to remember what she smelled like. She smelled so good (´ヘ｀;)なんで～
I hate to have those feelings... I'd say I hate to have feelings at all. （－＿－＃）ゴロゴロ
　
I just want to sleep all day, that would be great. YEAH!!! (@⌒O⌒@)

See ya,
cat_chan

何かチョウ久しぶり～！((⌒～⌒；)　う～～ん

ごめんね。今日はあたしの最初の夜業だよ。何かカッコイイけど、６時までに夜業の事がある。帰っているときには、車に乗って本当に注意しなきゃ。

ガゼットの新しいシングル「Distress and Coma」を聞いた事があったが、この音楽が本当々に好きだ。ウケる。ガゼットは最高よね。

大学についてまだ後二つの宿題やらなきゃだが、つまらないなあ。(;＞_＜;)ふえ～ん
一つのは、人とインタビューした結果を分析してるし、レポートを書く事がある。後の二つ目には、２０ページの移民の背景についてレポートを書かなくちゃ。（－＿－＃）イライラ！！

まあ、いいんだよ。今日はもう一度夜業をします。

チュウ　

Ruki-kun be well and have a nice party for your b-day. ♪(ﾟ▽^*)ﾉ⌒☆

This week was horrible. the last week for this semester at University is for the final exams and I hate it every year. Soo much stress and reports etc. Till tomorrow I've got to write one report, the other one is till March 30th, but I don't wanna do it. ^^"

まああ、いいよ。しなきゃあ。絶対やります。o(*⌒―⌒*)oにこっ♪

See ya, cat_chan ┐(￣ー￣)┌

よく祝おうよ！！　（*￣ｖ￣）ノ彡☆゜・。・゜★・。・。☆

Today I got an Email from Yachan, a tutor of my Korean fellows at Yokohama City University and a good friend of mine. After one year of not writing each other, I'm happy having contact with him again.（ヘ＿ヘ） フハハハ

lg, cat_chan

It's been a long time since I wrote in my journal. >_<"" No time at all, but since my birthday a lot happened.

First of all, the party was great. My friend Yuki *tackleandhugsgive*, who celebrates on the same day, came to Vienna and we had a party at a Japanese restaurant with karaoke. The food was great, although the service was a little sloppy. At 9 o'clock we started with karaoke and stayed until they threw us out *laughs*

We had so much fun, I loved it and I tried to sing Gazette's "Regret". I've to say it wasn't all that bad, because my friends didn't bolt throughout the window. *evilgrin* There weren't any.

After wards we went on a pilgrimage for a dessert to Burger King and stayed till 2 o'clock in the morning.

On Sunday my friends surprised me by standing in front of my door with a brunch. That's so cute, I love you guys soooooo much!

I got a bracelet of Nomination from Yuki *tackle* ^^ the Rock and Read magazine (with a Reita special, an old Heresy booklet (hard to get, love'em) and A4 folder with Reita pics on it. Yeah, I know how that looks... and ya know what, it's the way it looks *muahahahahaha* I'm a Reitaku. XD I'll definitely take the folder with me to bed.

The next two weeks were hell at University, lots and lots of stress, but hey, I'm still alive, although I wonder why *frowns* and since yesterday I'm free as I can be *happilysigh* ... X-mas holidays.

Wish ya all a pleasant and white Christmas, many hugs and kisses

cat_chan

Nyan *streching*
On Saturday's my birthday and this week is one of the best I have got this year. No teacher on Wednesday *YAY**dance* and no big meany teacher on Thursday *doubleYAY*

I'm also lucky, because I found a Karaoke bar with Japanese songs. AWG, I love it and I'm really excited about it. *guruguru*

My friends naschkaetzchen and yukiko_yamasaki coming over on Friday and stay until Sunday. The main point is PARTYYYYY!! XD *grin*

*chuuu*
cat_chan

Yeah, University got me. The next few weeks are going to be so hard, and all I want is sleeping. I nearly fell asleep in the train >_<"""

This week I've got a 24 pages preparing for the lecture until Thursday, but damn it's so tiring to search for the Japanese words (sometimes I really asking myself why I'm studying Japanese at all. It's kinda love hate relationship >_>) and a meeting with my teacher for next week's presentation. The main point is, that I've to start with my prep.

One more to go. I still need to finish my old seminar paper until November 30th. I hate writing stuff like that. I have to gambatte myself *laughs* *^-^*

One good thing happened though, I got my signed Uru-chan poster. *dance*

*chuuu* cat

Nothing new here. ò_Ò

Yesterday I picked up my new notebook, Snoopy 3, from a friend, who installed it for me, because I'm totally wasted on the technical level, if it's for installing or something like that. ^-^

My old one gets a rough cleaning and then it will migrate into my mother's property. *laughs* She's not into that new one, and the Windows XP is much more easier to handle. But my baby'll leave me *sniffle*

My former notebook, called Snoopy 2, travelled to Japan and stayed with me for one year there. Soooo much memories *cry* >_<""

Actually, your assumption's right? If they're named 2 and 3, where's number one? XD *grins*
It's my PC and a little over *thinking* ...ähm *stillthinking* ...over 7 years old, I think. *blush* Such a long time, OMG, I'm growing old. (*^-^*)v
Be it! Can't change that one!

Next week on Wednesday I'm getting my phone, TV and Internet installed and as I'm thinking of all the money flows from my paws, I feel like crying. It also could have been saved for the next visit in Japan. >_>

See ya,
cat_chan

I hope you'll have a great B-day!! Lets party ^-^

OMG, I'm sooo tired and I don't know why. Today I nearly fell asleep in the class and our teacher didn't help much either. I really like her, she's the same kind of character as my mom, but also very chaotic organized. (´ー｀) ウフフ

Tomorrow I have to buy a new wireless phone and LCD Screen, so the technician can install the connection. YAY *happilysigh*

...and I'm waiting for my JPQueen package and my books. I really like that, when you expect something and can't wait any longer. （-＾〇＾-）アハハハ

luv ya,
cat_chan

Today's beginning was not a good one. Around 4 o'clock I was rudely awoken by a strong stomach ache and it hurt a lot >_>
...then when I woke up next time I looked at my mobile clock and had the shock of my life - 7:58. I actually had 2 minutes left to be at work. Sometimes life really sucks, but hey, what would it be, if there weren't bad times. ^-^"

I'm missing my phone calls with my granny. I often called her, nearly every day and now I can't do this anymore. It's really strange and the feeling of the loss is getting more and more. Since Oct. 3rd, when my grandmother died, I haven't really cried or was extremely sad, except for the funeral. At that time as the coffin was lowered into the family grave couldn't stop to cry, because it was such a final moment in someones life and that scares me.

Yesterday after work I stayed longer and played on NDS the duel game of Zelda with crimson_tea. That was really fun muahaha XD I won, but I think it doesn't stay that way ^^"

luv ya,
cat_chan

Today I made an Uke/Seme test and this is my result: *laughs*


You are a Chibi Seme!
You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyantly gay Flaming Uke to match wits and really bring out your aggressive side to expose you for the seme that you are.

Most compatible with: Flaming Uke, Badass Uke
Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke

For these, who want to try it too: http://www.semeuke.com/

Love ya,
cat_chan

Life's always so complicated or strange...well I don't really know. *shrug* I don't want to think about it yet. It's already late and I need my strength. ^^"

My gran called me on Sunday, when my friends and I were on a convention called Aninite. She went psycho on the phone and now I know why. She can't even talk to us, that's for sure. The doctors finished their examination and the result was as expected...final stage of bone cancer. The metastases are everywhere - lungs, brain, organs. There's always a good side, she's got no pain and it could last a long time, I mean we can have a little more time together. ^^""

I don't know why, but I've got the impression that most old people are dying in spring and autumn. Most of my grandparent's friends and family members died during these periods. It's really strange.

*hugs*
cat_chan

After one week full of work I slept in till my mother called me on the cell phone and asked for my help with packing her stuff for her holiday trip to Tyrol. She's always packing too much stuff, and every time we've to argue over it. *annoyedsigh*
But I had luck, there was a big thunderstorm over Vienna, and my mother took me home by car. I simply love her （*＾・＾）ＣＨＵ～☆

Yesterday, I went shopping with crimson_tea and naschkaetzchen in the SCS and afterwards to Mc Fly's, an American restaurant. The food's sooo good, I really love to eat there, but whatever they put into their food we went off like some crazy bitches. We laughed all the time and
talked about nonsense. It was soo much fun and I haven't laughed so hard in a long time. That was really relieving キャーヽ（∇⌒ヽ）（ノ⌒∇）ノーャキ

Tomorrow I'll meet with yukiko_yamasaki for a coffee and then I'll visit my Grandmother in Lower Austria. ^^

CHUU,
cat_chan